Hi people,
UGH!! Xanga hasnt been working for a while that Im forgetting what I want to say. Well saturday I went to go see Hannah because she was over at Joelles. That night I called Taylor, and Joelle spoke to him and so did Hannah. Well they were asking him out for me EHH! No no no I like him but I want to get to know him better like whats his favorite food dish or something like that. I dont want to rush into a relationship right now. So later that night Joelle did shadow puppets and me and Hannah did the voices of the hands. Then Hannah went to sleep and me and joelle were singing "Im a cucumber" for like 10 minutes [this is at like 1:20 in the morning] then we went downstairs to the kitchen and got a cucumber.
Then we went back upstairs then Joelle put a cucumber slice on Hannahs ear. Then we went to sleep. That morning Hannah woke me up at 8 in the morning and I didnt kill her. Later we watch A Nightmare Before Christmas. I love that movie. Then Avi, Eric and Herb came over and then We went to Mcdonalds with them. But when we got there. I was like noooo, no fast food for me 5 minutes later i was ordering a Mcflurry (I think thats how you spell it) and the machine exploded. NOOOO!!! I was about to cry but it was a sign from above but then I got a super size fries. But I shared it between with Hannah and Joelle. After that me ,joelle and Hannah left and our way back we sang four year old songs up at west side and we are still alive YAY!!! After that Hannah left I went home.
That night I spoke to Taylor. Im not sure if he was feeling himself. Oh well I still like him.
Lately I have been playing the guitar. Im almost done with Good bye to you from michelle branch. I figure it out. YAY! I cant wait til Aliya gets back. I miss her and plus she knows alot chords. I got a letter well 2 letters from Molly yesterday. Shes happy because shes in love. Hehe.
Oi I want to learn how to play Oasis - Wonderwall but I cant find the chords for it. If anybody knows where I can find them please tell me.
Well what else can I say. Oh yea I have an online shop. http://www.cafepress.com/paperdragonfly.
Yup it has stuff. Ok I have to go because earlier I had an asthma attack and Im feeling weak which I hate.
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What type of eyes do you have?
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What Anime Stereotype Are You?
Wait a minute Im a girl!!
Young. Really young. I'd say anywhere from 15-35.
But you'll go out with a bang. You'll get in a
car accident or be shot. You'll never have to
see yourself get old. Sad though. Really sad.
By the way, its common knowledge that more
people with great goals and aspirations die
young. And if you want to die old, you'll die
young and vice versa.
At what age will you die?
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borderline
Which Personality Disorder Do You Have?
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I AM: ..bored//pissed
I THINK: a lot.
I KNOW: too much
I WANT: to talk to him
I HAVE: a tomato
I WISH: To talk to him
I HATE: NILE!.
I MISS: Taylor I dont know why
I FEAR: hmmm
I HEAR: my cat cryin
I SEARCH: for nothing
I WONDER: about my death
I REGRET: TON OF SHIT
I LOVE: my friends and my cat
I CARE: my friends and my cat
I ALWAYS: Take pictures
I AM NOT: Stupid and beautiful
I DANCE: with hannah
I SING: Sometimes
I CRY: when Im angry or feel pressure
I DO NOT ALWAYS: burn stuff
I FIGHT: when you mess with me
I WRITE: alot of stuff. hmm I wonder where my journal is?
I WIN: I SUCK IN LIFE I NEVER WIN
I LOSE: I lose alot of things
I CONFUSE: myself and other people
I LISTEN: to music
I CAN USUALLY BE FOUND: Joelles, or Aliyas
I NEED: to sleep
I AM HAPPY ABOUT: Going camping with Aliya
I SHOULD: not get angry easily
[DESCRIBE YOUR]
[Jewelry worn daily]: Rings, Bracelets, necklace and earrings
[Pillow cover]: Royal Blue nice color
[Shoes]: BOOTS
[Favorite top]: My big sweatshirt
[Favorite bottoms]: My green cargo pants
[Cologne/Perfume]: Cucumber Melon and Pink from Gap
[CD in stereo right now]: Garbage
[Piercings]: On my ears
[Hair]: Short choppy dark reddish brown
[What you are wearing now]: My happy Buddah blue shirt aka niles favorite shirt on me UGH!
[In my mouth]: Big Red
[In my head]: Thinking about him Im sooo depressing
[Wishing]: hmmm him to come online
[After this]: I play guitar
[Talking to]: Leah and Ryan
[Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming months]: Camping and the beach
[The last thing you ate?]: A tomato
[Some of your favorite movies]: A nightmare before christmas, Moulin Rouge, Chicago, The loin king and Lady and the tramp
[Something that you are deathly afraid of]: Being alone .......strange
[Do you like incense]: hell yea
[Do you believe in love]: yea
[Do you believe in love at first sight]: maybe
[Do you believe in forgiveness]: not really
[If you could have any animal for a pet]: hmmm I want a black jaguar.
[What are 3 cities you wouldn't mind relocating to?]: nyc, shanghai, where ever..
[What are some of your favorite pig out foods?]: shit..anything edible
[What's something you wish you could understand better?]: why Im like me
[In the last 24 hours, have you]
01. Cried: yes [not over a guy]
02. Bought something: yup candles
03. Gotten sick: asthma attack
04. Sang: nope
05. Eaten: yea
06. Been kissed: nope
07. Felt stupid: yea
08. Wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't: yup damnit
09. Met someone new: yes a creepy guy
10. Moved on: on who?
11. Talked to an ex: yea
12. Missed an ex: sometimes
13. Had a serious talk: hmm nope
14. missed someone: taylor I dont know why
15. Hugged someone: no
16. Fought with your parents: its a never ending battle for me
17. Dreamed about someone you can't be with: yes
[Who]
01. Have you known the longest: probably my mother 02. Do you argue the most with: the one who gave me life
03. Do you always get along with: Almost all of my friends
04. Is the trustworthiest: Molly and Joelle sorry the rest of you
05. Has been there through all the hard times: uhh..
06. Have the coolest siblings: uhh..
07. Is the most blunt: huh?
08. Is the smartest: All of them are smart I think
[Personal]
01. Who is your role model: uhh...
02. What is some of your pet peeves: lies alot
03. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: thats what is happening right now to me
04. Have you ever cried over the opposite sex: yea but not really
05. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: yea
06. Have you ever lied to your best friend(s): not really
07. Ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you or your friend(s): HELL YEA
08. Rather have a relationship or a "hookup": relationship
09. Want someone you don't have right now: what the fuck ?
10. Do you want to get married: yea
11. Do you want kids: yes
12. Do you believe in psychics: yea kinda
13. Do you believe you know the person whom you will marry at this point in time: no
14. What is your favorite part of your physical appearance: Eyes
15. What is your favorite part of your emotional being: hmmm
16. Are you happy with you: not really
17. Are you happy with your life: no.
18. If you could change something in your life right now, what would it be: everything... | 
